Time

It amazes me that I feel like time is going by quickly and at a snails pace at the same time.

I cannot believe that Cavan will start real school pretty soon. I feel like it's going too fast. I want him to stay little. It's been just us and his dad for three years. Cavan and I had a lot of alone time. He was my one and only. He is handling his shared spotlight wonderfully, but I can't help but feel like it needs to be just us sometimes. I know I miss those times of hassle free fun stuff just the two of us so he probably feels the same way. I make it a point to take him on a one on one date regularly. He needs to feel special. The first time we did something we went to Happy Belly. I asked if he wanted to go on a ice cream date. He said, "without daddy?" It was so sweet because he thanked me so much and was completely thrilled. Today we had a birthday party to attend. Then I dropped baby Charleigh off with my mom and we went to the duck pond. He brought a book bag of toys and had a really good time. He is just growing so fast. I'm trying to absorb every bit of him right now.